Sat, April 15th

By: Maggie Leonard

Luke 24: 1-12

Reflection—v.11, dead to sin

Whenever a particular friend and I hang out, we always laugh a lot, like a whole lot—everything we see is funny and warrants a joke.  As I thought back through one such img_20160325_132755evening where my ribs were sore from all of our laughing, I realized that while it was pleasurable, I had not always been thoughtful as I made jokes.  Later when I shared my observations with my friend, he scoffed.  In his eyes, this is who I am—funny, and sometimes a bit salty—but ultimately good-hearted, so I need not worry too much when I’m accidentally thoughtless.  I appreciated his encouragement to accept who I am, but I couldn’t help but disagree.  I feel strongly that I want to be a person who is always pursuing personal growth.  As I understand God’s call to us, I want to grow in my ability to be loving.  Because I know who I am, and I trust in my belovedness and goodness, I can let go of the need to defend my rough edges.  I look forward to the day when my humor is more quirky, wholesome, and less biting. For me, growth provides the opportunity for an even better expression of my true self.  I can let go of bits of me, knowing that someone just as funny and even sweeter can be cultivated with God’s help.

Prayer Holy God, help me never to hold on to my sin but to release it permanently.